You probably often hear unemployed people complain. At that point, you or the person next to you probably tells the unemployee to their face or behind their back that being unemployed is easy; the Life: you get paid to do nothing.
At this point, I will bring up the fact that not all unemployed people are collecting any sort of money. Myself include.
See, I am not technically unemployed. I have a job... last month I worked 15 hours. So for the other 657 hours of February, and now the unworking hours of March, I spend my time:
1. Watching movies.
2. Getting high and watching movies.
3. Listening to music.
4. Playing music.
5. Getting high and then listening to/playing music.
6. Scrambling up $1.54 for a Tim Horton's Vanille Français.
This sounds WAY more fun than it is. Imagine waking up with absolutely no responsibilities, no plans, aka no goals or purpose. Almost every single day I wake up and stay in bed. This is not only excruciatingly boring, but it is bad for the body, mind and soul. No stimulation!
I hang around and wait for my friends to get home from work, and sometimes we chill, sometimes we talk. I then spend my evenings doing what I do in the day, all fucking over again.
This is the ideal life for some; the lazy life. I despise it.
"So do something Anne. Walk your dog."
First of all, my dog is a wild hooligan who cannot be controlled outside the fences that surround my backyard.
Second of all, it's fucking cold in Montreal right now. And icy.
I might be motivated to walk somewhere, if I had money to go buy something. Consumerism really makes the world go round, doesn't it?
So I am just sick of staying at home, alone, for the majority of my hours. Don't worry fair readers, I had a job interview today. Hopefully that will produce something.
I'm just fucking annoyed of being sedentary. I just want to go take a run. Thank you Winter.
xx
Anne
big P.S: Booty Call Mike called me tonight. I didn't answer. :)
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
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Yeah, I know that feeling. It's horrible when you feel you don't have a purpose in life. And the icy winter makes it worth. But don't give up; keep trying, you'll probably end up with a good job. I hope you did great in your interview.
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